moving on

Despite having started antibiotics early on, my strep continues. I've had a searing headache all day and my throat is pretty sore. Only getting three hours of sleep last night was no help, I'm certain.

The auditions came and went -- it was really lovely to sit in a very well air conditioned Georgia Dome for the day -- but twelve hours later, when my moment finally arrived, I could barely hold my head up and had to pee like you wouldn't believe. So, the crux of it all... I screwed it up.

I'm glad I did it. I can at least say I did. On the flip side, it's really disappointing to have an opportunity and not be able to do your best. They move on to Charleston this weekend, then Miami and Philly next weekend... my brother suggested I follow them to try again. It's a nice idea but one that probably won't be able to come to fruition. Next year is my last year of eligibility and I doubt they'll come back to Atlanta, so I'll just write this one off.

So, what's next?